Hansy: "The joy on her, the love joy."

Hansy

Parker and Marcus. Their names sound so sweet together. From their first meeting at the locker until now. The two have remained inseparable. She says, he was her first love. But, in reality he was her only love. No one thought Marcus would create such a change in Parker. She knew something was different when she no longer referred to herself as a princess. She believed there were greater things in store for her and a princess, well the title no longer suited her.


Marcus told her, “One day, I’m going to marry you.” She giggled and said, “How do you know I want to marry you? After all, I’m 16 and there's a big beautiful world awaiting me." He looked at her. Smiled with his pearly white teeth. And repeated, “One day, I’m going to marry you.” When he said it. She felt this calmness come over her. She felt his subtle intensity. She knew, oh boy did she know. Marcus was the one.


“Oh momma, how dare he make me feel this way,” she told Mrs. Jolie. “I have plans, you know I'm a star right. I don't have time for any Marcus. I wish he would sit down somewhere.” The whole time she was talking. Mrs. Jolie seen it. The joy on her, the love joy. She didn't discourage Parker and her feelings. She let her daughter flourish in all of her stupendous nature. After all, Mrs. Jolie heard herself when Parker spoke. The two are quite the same. A fact Parker tries to downplay every chance she gets.




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Hansy: "Hi, I'm Marcus"

Hansy

Parker said, she will be a star. She whispered it in the middle of the night. No one was in the room. She simply woke up around 3 am and whispered, “I am going to be a star.” Why did she do this? She says, she always knew. At least that's what she tells Mrs. Jolie. Parker believed one day the time would come for her to embrace her "stardom." Until that day arrives, she would revel in being a princess. Many were fond of her in school. They seen themselves in her, their inner self. But no one dared to converse with her. She was too out there for them. So instead, they just let her be. She was more than happy with them, letting her be.


But, there was one person that was taken by her. His name was Marcus. Marcus was the cutest thing in Hansy. He knew it, they knew, and of course Parker knew it. She acted a bit shy, the day their paths crossed for the first time. She was in the 11th grade and he was a senior. Parker didn't see it coming. But, there he was in front of her. She had just closed her locker and he was standing there in all of his charm. He said, “Hi, I'm Marcus." She looked to the left and then to the right, smiled and said, “I know who you are.” Just like that.  Well, those words struck something in Marcus and it was the beginning of Parker and Marcus.




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Is This, As Good as It Gets?

Sometimes, we wonder if this is it. Is this, as good as it gets? For some that is awesome. For others that can be downright depressing. For me, I know if this was it, I am completely content. I have lived my life according to my own terms, doing what has made me happy. Once the happiness ends, I know it is time to move on. How is it that some continue to live life in the “one day?” One day I will do this, one day I will do that.


I stated in a previous post, “I want to be a huge humanitarian and philanthropist one day.” This statement made me think later. Although I said, “one day.” I am content today because I have already been as such, utilizing the resources available to me. I am a huge giver with what I have today. If people have a list of things they want to do, one day. I genuinely want them to do it now. I live every day, as if this is the last day because tomorrow truly isn't guaranteed. I commend those that knock out their list. I know one thing. If I had a list, I would be aggressive as all get out knocking things off. I live every day as if it's the last. If I have a heart wrenching decision to make, I ask myself, “What would you do if this was it, your last day on earth?” The answer always makes the decision easier.

Life is always walking up to us and saying, ‘Come on in. the living’s fine,’ and what do we do? Back off and take its picture.   Russell Baker

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My 1st Short Story "Hansy" written 2/26/11

Hansy

Her name is Parker. She grew up in a town named Hansy. She always believed one day she would leave town and experience big city life. The kind with bright lights, culture, and songs written in the steps one take on the sidewalks. A city, that moves even when you’re not moving. But for now Hansy is where she is and by the looks of everyone else, Hansy is the only place she’ll ever be. Where should I start? Parker was always a bright child. Her momma told her, "You are my special one." She meant that too. Especially since there were no other ones.

Parker always smiled at the words of her momma. She looked onto her face and seen joy overridden by pain in the crevices of the curvature of her face. Parker knew one thing for sure. “I’m a princess with or without you,” she would scream from the rooftop of her home. Parker believed in her world she was a princess. Didn’t need anybody to tell her she was. She knew deep down inside that she was. What did she mean? Who Parker? She meant that no matter what bad or good things she experienced she was still a Princess. That was the one thing that no one could take from her.

"My, my, my," her daddy would say to her. He knew when he looked at her it caused him to think of his own pain. He was her daddy, but he wasn’t really her daddy. Parker’s mom, Mrs. Jolie had some moments in her life that she wasn’t always present. During one of those moments, Parker came about. Mrs. Jolie claims to not know who the daddy is, but she loves Mr. Sam for accepting Parker as his own. Mrs. Jolie was quite a looker in her heyday. She exemplified beauty. All the men loved Mrs. Jolie. She was a lady. She won beauty pageants. When men seen her, they only thought one thing, "She and I would have beautiful children together." That’s how beautiful Mrs. Jolie was. Oh she still has it, age has moved in on her. But, you can still see the traces. Mrs. Jolie hasn’t changed her movement one bit. She still walks as if she is walking across the stage in one of her beauty pageants.

You’re wondering what one of those moments were, aren’t you. No one knew what they were called in those days. All they knew is she would go from being sweet and smiling to having ridiculous energy. She would wander about for days and come back and everything would be alright. "Oh Mrs. Jolie, you sure are pretty,” that’s what people would say as she walked by. Not aloud, but to themselves. It was during one of these times that Parker crowned herself Princess and decided never to remove her crown. She knew it was her protection. She knew with this crown she would never experience one of those moments herself. Princesses act a certain way and it didn’t include wandering around for days.

Sometimes we believe we have to protect ourselves from the world. In reality we have to protect ourself from ourselves. How can that be? How are we equipped with the capacity to protect ourselves?



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What Would You Do for Free?

Hi, It's raining a lot here in Los Angeles. I'm smiling internally. Do you ever feel so at peace and filled with joy that it causes you to smile inwardly? As I sit here and type, I think about what an awesome life I have had and how awesome it will be in the future. Do you ever wonder if what’s ahead of you can be topped by what is behind you? I'm here to tell you that it absolutely can. I began this blog as a vehicle to express how much I want the entire world to pursue their passion. It began with my lifestyle show pilot. But, I am still filled with wanting the best for everyone. Blogging allows me to express that part of me. I truly want you to pursue your passion. I want you to live every part of your day doing what you were called to do. Oh my, you absolutely know your calling. What would you do for free? What would you do if you knew no one would judge you on the outcome? What makes you smile as you daydream?


Speaking of daydreams, I remember one tax season I said, “I'm going to be a tax preparer.” I thought it was a great idea. The skills would help me with my business taxes and I would be assisting others in lower economic areas. But the entire time in class, I was daydreaming about creating inspirational t-shirts. The teacher would look at me as if wondering, “Where are you?” You see, since the beginning of time I have loved taking classes. When I was in college, while others were thinking about marriage and children. I wanted to stay in school at least until I was thirty. I never thought about a husband or anything. I realized my passion less than a year after college and that pretty much changed the course of things.


I am forever learning, reading, and challenging myself. I pray that I am always a different person every year. A person that has grown and become wiser. Being someone who has challenged myself to become a better person year after year. That is important to me. I want to be a huge humanitarian and philanthropist one day. How awesome is that to make a significant difference in the lives of others. But, we have to start where we are right now. How have you challenged yourself this year? When we operate in our calling or purpose, it opens us up in a magnificent way. There is great truth to be found in freedom. Freedom is a direct result when you are being who you were created to be. I'll chat with you later. Enjoy your day!

"If there is no passion in your life, then have you really lived? Find your passion, whatever it may be. Become it, and let it become you and you will find great things happen FOR you, TO you and BECAUSE of you."

T. Alan Armstrong

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God is Love

"It's been a long, long time coming. But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will." I heard these lyrics while watching a television program last night. What exactly does this mean to me? Things are changing for the better. Even when I look around and can't find one thing to complain about. Things are still changing for the better. How can this be? Before I give advice, I always explain it is given from an individual’s experience or perspective on life.


I'm a Christian, plain and simple. I happen to love laughter, rock out to old school music, enjoy living a passion filled life, etc... But at the end of the day, I am God's child through and through. He is my everything as of yesterday, today, and forever. I will never deny him. Just by the very fact that I am pursuing my passion, in my right mind, with optimal health, and able to laugh against all odds, it is all because of him. I admit I do not share how awesome he is with others as much as I should. But, if you talk to me longer than 5 minutes, you will either see or know where my joy comes from.


I do not push my beliefs on anyone. I always say, “What works for you, works for you.” I know what God has brought me through and I give him all the glory and praise. My life has been too blessed to think about giving anyone or anything else praise. I do speculate about one thing every so often. The world and the pressures of living are something else. I know where my strength comes from. But, how do people without any belief system do it? People tend to have a misconception regarding Christians. Some believe, Christians think they are perfect and have it all together. The reality is completely opposite. To be a Christian, one is admitting to not having everything figured out. You’re letting God know, “I need help to maneuver through this adventure called Life.” I could go on and on about God and how much I love him. It is because of him that I know love. God is Love….

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My Inner Writer Is A Rebel

Hi blogosphere. What's going on in my world this evening? Well, I had an awesome conversation with one of my friends. I concluded I'm boy crazy. Can someone be boy crazy after the age of 18? Yes, I'm fully aware that it should be man crazy considering I'm a woman. But, boy crazy sounds so…"Grease" like. I'm boy crazy, but I don't go out on dates. I love it. I think they're just an interesting topic and provide lots of laughter. That's as far as "boy crazy" goes for me. It also may have to do with me watching old reruns of S&TC. I can watch that show over and over 50 million times. It's always new to me. It's just one of those shows. I've seen the episode before and I can still be intrigued by it. I mainly watch it to get my New York fix. It's no secret that I absolutely adore New York. When I watch the show, it allows me to drift to New York for a moment.


Someone told me they seen me on TV and thought I was cute and articulate. For some reason those words made me think of my blog. I’m pretty sure I'm breaking all types of writing rules with my blog. I have multitudes of fragments, run-ons, slang, etc. that pop up in my post. I believe imperfection is so much more interesting than perfection. Who determines these rules anyway? I know if I put too much thought into my blog writing I would never allow others to read it. I would edit and edit and edit until there's nothing left. So, I choose to type what comes to mind and just put it out there.


I'm a huge fan of improvisation. It is defined as to compose, utter, execute, or arrange anything extemporaneously. It's such freedom in doing something without preparation. Blogging allows me to do that. I sit at the computer, have no idea what I'm going to write, and then it just comes out. I love it. It's quick and easy. So, if any of my readers cringe at grammatical errors. Well, this blog was initially designed to encourage others to get out of their comfort zones. Maybe this will help you get out of your grammatical comfort zone. I find that I type words that I don't use in everyday conversation. Such as chillin, ain't, hella, etc. Maybe my inner writer is I don't know...a rebel. Free to be her in any way shape or form. I'm ok with it...it's fun. The status quo is quite a bore at times. I guess this concludes my ramble for tonight. I'll holla!

“Cherish forever what makes you unique, 'cuz you're really a yawn if it goes.” Bette Midler

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My Online Reputation & Why I Heart Tom Cruise

It's early. Well, early for me. I've been sleeping a little later than usual. Not good for the dog. He gives me long stares when I first open my eyes. I believe he thinks the stares will result in him being walked and fed. I tell him, "cut it out" and then he relaxes until he's fed. So, I was thinking about something and decided to write. I've been pretty silent about this until now, but I guess I'll discuss it a little. Last year was all about me putting 100% into what was in my heart. I left my flight attendant job and apartment and decided to try the roommate thing out. It was my first time going this route since being in LA. I moved into a house with 50 million roommates. Well not 50 million, but 6 people lived there. It was a nice home in a beautiful neighborhood. My dog was in heaven. He ran and played in the backyard like he had reached his promise land.


I won't disclose all of the details. But, I will discuss some. One of my roommates turned into a stalker. Crazy but true. He was not only a roommate, but he was the landlord also. Long story short...police were involved and advised me to get a restraining order. I think I lived there for 2 months. The entire time I was working on my lifestyle show pilot. I was going through pure hell. The person would call me the "N" word and a whole lot of other names. Things were cool, until I found out he was going through my undergarments and peeping through my window. That's when the tide turned. Everything hit the ceiling the week of my show.


Now, I understand how life works. When you're moving forward in your dreams. Everything will try to come against you. The purpose is to throw you off course. To distract you and keep you from accomplishing your goals. I knew if I succumbed to what was going on. I would not have finished my project. All the planning, the crew, and the "set" would have been wasted. Some of the scenes I shot for my pilot were at the house. Once, I finished the pilot. The person told me, “I’m going to ruin your online reputation.” I thought that was strange. I didn't even have an online reputation. I wasn't even acting. I pretty much was chillin. The only thing I was working on was my project. That was an idea I had and knew with every part of my being that I had to carry it out. Didn't know what the outcome would be. Wasn't concerned. I just knew God gave me the idea and I had to finish it. That’s it...So, the person found out I was on IMDB and became upset. That's a joke to me. I had only one IMDB credit and still to this day, have only one credit. The person acted as if I was a celebrity and he was going to take me down. Please note, I was chillin at that point in my life. Chillin meaning doing absolutely nada. The person put lies online about me and listed their contact number as my phone number. If people looked up clowns or movie theaters, my name and number would show up. LOL!


I began my lifestyle show pilot discussing “The Alchemist” for a reason. I mentioned from the book, how the soul of the world tests everything when you're moving forward on your journey. For me personally, opposition, tests, and trials do not bother me because I always come out on top. In fact, I celebrate them in the process. I'm always stronger as a result. Therefore, I'm pretty much a beast when it comes to challenges. I conquer them like nobody's business.


What I’ve learned from this experience is I don't believe anything online, rumors, or heresay about people. If it's negative, I don't believe it. Unless, I see it personally or hear from that individual. I don't believe it. People can write anything online and in magazines. It doesn’t mean it’s true. I never say anything negative about celebrities. No one knows what that person's life experience is. You haven't walked in their shoes. Whatever choices they made to achieve their level of success. Those were their choices. Although, I'm on the outside looking in. Los Angeles, entertainment, fame...that road is a beast. I have observed enough to know people on the outside have no idea. I applaud everyone that has achieved their dreams against all odds. Yes, everyone. I do not speak negatively about people. No one is perfect and there is never any room for judgment. How can we judge someone? If people peered into your life behind closed doors. What would they see?

When I woke up today. Two things came to mind. My experience and Tom Cruise. Now for the Tom Cruise part. I was living my life in my own world. I was in LA, but I was removed from "LA." Meaning, just going through life. I had left LA for about a year, spending most of that year in New York and had recently moved back. My days consisted of walking my dog, working, and just doing me. I would go hiking daily and my dog was a puppy. One day as I was beginning my hike, I looked forward and seen a couple in the distance. I thought to myself, "Oh look at the cute couple." That was it. My cap was pulled down low. I'm not particularly observant, so I didn't really pay attention anymore.


I was just walking. All of a sudden, I heard this vibrant, "Hello!" I looked up and it was Tom Cruise. My eyes went from left to right in slow motion. Tom Cruise’s left shoulder was at my left shoulder, Katie was right in front of me and baby Suri was in her arms. When I looked into his eyes, it was as if I knew him. Yes, I know we all know him from films. But, it was a recognizable knowing. I can’t explain it. But, he was the same way he is on TV. Very vibrant energy, huge smile, and inviting. Had he not said, "Hello" I would not have noticed him. I would have walked right pass him. I told you, I'm always in my own world. So, he said, "Hello" and I responded, "Hi." He then asked, "How are you?" in his vibrant, energetic, and Oprah interview zest. Well, this caught me completely off guard. I slowly began walking to the right of Katie, and said, "fine" in a low voice. I’m not sure if I had even heard myself. I don't know if he heard me. He probably thought, I gave him the cold shoulder. I wasn't expecting the conversation to continue after the first, “Hello.” So, I was a bit awkward. Just imagine you're in your own little world on a hiking trail and you look up and it's Tom Cruise. He had 1 bodyguard several feet ahead of him and 1 several feet behind him. Even, the bodyguard in the back said, "Hello" with a smile as vibrant as Tom. That same day, I went to the store and noticed a magazine stating, “Baby Suri is missing.” Ummm…no world they are chilling and hiking. Don’t believe what you read in magazines.

I'm writing about Tom Cruise for this reason. I live in LA and see celebrities all the time. It's the norm. No big deal. But, I was completely removed from "LA" at the time this happened. And it just came out of the blue. Plus, Tom Cruise is “Tom freaking Cruise!” He's a legend or iconic figure or whatever the best word is to describe him. I don't care what anyone has to say about him. He is hella cool. I know people who have only said 5 words on screen and don't even look at me when passing. These are peeps that I've talked to before. Shoot, I know extras that have been "featured" and forget your name at craft services. Tom Cruise, I freaking heart you! You can jump on my couch anytime. I will even join you and we can play “Joy and Pain” by Maze and Frankie Beverly in the background. Ciao peeps!

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Turning Bad Into Good

Hi there..It's mighty quiet tonight. Well at least in the cyber world. Is it still called cyber world? That sounds so "Sleepless in Seattle." It's All-Star Weekend in LA and that's pretty much what everyone is discussing. All of the peeps in the South are discussing Crawfish. I'm assuming Crawfish season is upon us. All-Star Weekend and Crawfish. Hot topics I know. As for me, I think I've eaten too many mangoes. I am thick full.

What's going on in my world? Let's discuss...Turning bad into good. How can it be done? When circumstances are gray. You can decide what direction you wish to go in. You can either go to the left or right. Left being negativity and right being positivity. I am forever choosing right. The left seems too exhausting from the outside looking in. The right seems like a freaking party at all times. The last two days, I have been laughing so much. Not at anything in particular. Mainly laughing at myself. Someone posted old school music videos on Facebook. They made me laugh and dance. Sometimes, I just have a field day. I catch a glimpse of myself from the outside looking in and I have to laugh at myself. Being in my own world is quite a hoot.


You see, I understood at an early age how short life is. The tragic moments are the ones we learn the most from. Knowing how precious life is, allows you to dance every second of the day. Whether it's dancing internally or externally. It allows you to have a disagreement with someone and laugh the next second. Because, frankly we don't have time for the foolishness. Foolishness being anything that doesn't serve our wellbeing. Sometimes, people are so stressed about every little thing. I have never known stress. Maybe, because I just don't care. Or maybe, because those around me stressed enough for me. I understand what is out of my control...is just that. Out of my control. What I can control, I do. What I can’t. I dust it off my shoulders and have a freaking party every second of the day. Live. Love. Be happy. What else is there to do?

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What Kept Me Away?

When I come to you, I don't have anything to say. So, I've chosen to stay away. Not sure if that's a bad thing. I have kept myself quite entertained since our departure. What kept me away? I just got off the phone with my sister explaining why. I guess it began with my juice fast and then the remnants of Mr. Bond. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him. So strange...I have no idea where that came from. But, I'm glad it's gone. So, now I'm back and ready to dedicate myself to you. Can we find our rhythm again? You and me on one accord. Hopefully..I found out some great news last night. But, even that won't keep me away from you. You're like the sweet to my potato. I love sweet potatoes. Sliced with a little olive oil and curry seasoning. Yes, I love sweet potatoes.


Why do I love the 80's so much? I know why. It reminds me of Houston and my mom. I listen to old school music and it immediately takes me back home. I'm excited about what is ahead of me. I'm truly blessed to live a passion filled life. To live life any other way would take my breath away. Not in a good way. I remember once I was sitting in my jumpseat at the back of the plane. It was an MD-80 and the engines are extremely loud in the back. I was sitting there...Staring down the aisle. Watching the passengers before landing. Making sure no one stood up or anything. I said aloud, “I don't want to be here.” Just like that.."I don't want to be here." Well, 2 months later I wasn't there. Life is about choices. Today is a representative of choices made yesterday. What moves you? I am moved by happiness. Money doesn't move me. Material things do not move me. Happiness moves me. Some can function in unhappiness. I can't breathe in unhappiness. It literally takes my breath away.

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Love Truly Conquers All

Today is Valentine's Day. I must say, I really love Love. There’s just something about it. The word alone just oozes sweetness. My dog Dublin, turns in circles when he hears the word love. It's a universal language that we all speak. Even for those of us who do our best to act immune to the word. Love. It's not just for our beau. We express love to our mom, dad, sisters, friends, and brothers. Love truly conquers all. If you receive a whole lot of love from someone and nothing else. I guarantee a smile isn’t too far away. Love. It's absolutely beautiful. To have someone tell you, “I love you.” It's sweet and endearing. Sometimes, we hear it so much we really don't cherish it. If we stop hearing it from a special someone. We realize their "I love you" was one of a kind and can't be duplicated. I love you…No not you, I just wanted to type it..Ok, I love you my fellow blog reader. If no one tells you on this wonderful Valentine's Day. Then you can say, I did. Happy Valentine's Day! May love follow you everywhere you go.

To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven. - Karen Sunde

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The Helping Hand Challenge

Today is a new day. What will you do today? Are you willing to extend a helping hand to someone in need? Let's take the focus off of ourselves for one day this month. I am also accepting this challenge. One day this month, let's focus on someone outside of our household and place of employment. Let's make a difference utilizing the resources we have available to us. This can be achieved by sowing a bit of who we are into someone's life. Perhaps through time, talents, reading, feeding the homeless, etc...The ways are unlimited. This challenge requires physical interaction with someone in need. I'm really thinking about what I should do. What should you do? Great question.

How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world.  ~Anne Frank


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Obesity

I'm doing a juice fast and I have 3 more days to go. It isn't that bad. I don't feel hungry, which is the most important thing. I've been using my Jack Lalanne juicer. I heart Jack Lalanne. I was watching a program last night filled with unbelievable talent and singing that absolutely moves your soul. I couldn't help but notice obesity. I don't know of another way to put it, but pure obesity. When we are moving towards our goals, there is something about being physically fit. After completing a workout and sweating profusely. You feel as though you can take on the world. It feels great. You’re taking charge of your life and you're benefitting those around you.


When we choose to eat fast food daily and watch TV over working out. We're not being considerate of our loved ones. Children want to have parents they can run and play with. Husbands want their wives to live as long as possible. Wives need their husbands to be the strong man they know is inside. We have to take care of ourselves. I always say, “It's not about vanity, it's about our health.” We have to come to a point where we are in control of our bodies. If it was up to our body, it would have us eating until our stomach hurts, go to sleep, and then get back up for dessert. We need to command our bodies, “this is what you’re eating today and this is when we are working out.” Curves are a blessing. Yes, I agree. Obesity, high blood pressure, and high cholesterol. Those my dear are a curse. Such a strong word, I know. But, they are not your friend. Let's say goodbye to obesity and yes to health. Take one step at a time. That's all you can do.


So many people say, "I'd like to do this, I'd like to do that." The mind should control the body. When you move your fingers, when you move your toes, that's done by the mind.  Jack Lalanne

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Creativity

Creativity…Be sure to listen when it speaks. You never know what's on the other end of it. Have you opened yourself up to creativity lately? It truly exposes you to a new world. When you first begin, you have an overflow. Like it has been bottled up for years and it all comes rushing out. All you have to do is let it flow without passing judgment. I always think how peculiar it is when people judge creativity or art. It comes from a pure place. How can you put boundaries on it? How can you say it is not right? By what standards do you determine someone’s art is wrong? Beauty is truly in the eye of the beholder. What you think is absolute rubbish. Another person may think is the treasure they've been searching for. Next time you witness your own art or someone else’s. Think about what a blessing art is in all forms. It's creativity from an organic and pure place. Enjoy your day.

You cannot use up creativity. The more you use the more you have.  Maya Angelou  

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"Your Future Is So Bright It Burns My Eyes"

I have a desire to reach out and grab a small part of the future. Have you ever thought about that? If you could just reach it, things will be all better. This is for the people whose future is so bright it burns their eyes. Do you feel a little anxious? Do you yell to the universe, “Come on, let's get this show on the road! I'm ready, you're ready.Who’s in the caboose? What’s the hold up?!”....No need to be anxious. Everything comes in due time. One thing for sure. Good things are never late, they are always on time. Do you ever say to something good, “What took you so long?” No you're so overwhelmed with the blessing that you forget the time frame. How about today? Look around you and see all of the wonderful things in your life. Be thankful for them and the beautiful experiences that are working overtime to get to you. Even when you're sleep, experiences are at work on their way. Someone once told me to write 10 things I'm grateful for at the start of each day. I like that. My day begins with gratitude. Try it, you’d be surprise. Enjoy your day.


"When I look into the future, it’s so bright it burns my eyes." Oprah Winfrey


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You Win, So Dance Now!

I know the sun is shining. It should always be shining. Not only when things are "perfect" in your life. But, also when things are a bit gray. The sun is shining? How can I say the sun is shining when the circumstances are telling you differently? Yes, circumstances talk to you. They tell you your rent is late, car payment is late, and tuition is coming up. You know what you can tell them...Ha ha, you have already been taken care of. What do I mean? The moment you closed your eyes and seen your dreams and goals realized. The circumstances were taken care of.


Do you remember when you believed with every part of your being that you are an actor, doctor, lawyer, teacher, or business owner? Do you remember that moment? That's when they were taken care of. That's the moment you should dance. Don't dance when you "see" it. Don’t dance when you are delivering your award's acceptance speech. Don’t dance when you are walking across the stage to receive your degree.


Dance now! Dance when you are eating ramen noodles. Dance when the car company calls and tells you, “clean out your car because we are coming to pick it up.” Dance when the lights are turned off. Dance when the cell phone is no longer in service. You're not celebrating the circumstance. You're celebrating because you already know how the story ends.


In the end you win. In the end you have more than enough. In the end, you see your whole family prosper. In the end, you get through school and you pay for your nephew's tuition. In the end, your car is paid in full. In the end, you have the choice of whatever car you want on the lot because you can pay for it in cash. In the end, there isn't such a thing as rent. Because guess what, your mortgage is paid in full. You win in the end. So dance now!

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